February 25, 2001

• The snow didn't come in buckets, in fact, it hardly came at all.  I called in just the same....felt guilty at first but quickly resolved that with a spark of a joint a fire, movie, and PAJAMAS!  Woo Hoo!

  
  

  Dave rented The Talented Mr Ripley for me, he thought I would enjoy it.  I did.  Matt Damon reminds me of Billy in some ways, their lips are similiar.  Mombo Lips, I always called Bill Mombo Lips because he had pretty big lips for a white boy....he called me Golf Ball Nose, 'cuz I have a pretty bulbous nose for a white girl!

  
  

  I miss him so much sometimes, but I know he is happy now and his spirit is in me....he was even sillier than me....truth is, maybe I got sillier after he died, felt I had to pick up some of the slack maybe...so that the laughter never dies.  Never stop laughing.  "Take it as it comes....specialize in having fun"  Your immortal words to me Brother, and I DO....I DO, somedays it is easier than others.  But Life should be FUN!

  
  

  Dang, now I am crying....I was going to gossip about my day with Dave and David and Dave's now ex-girlfriend Kelly.....but I guess, I needed to cry a few tears too.

  
  

  I really miss you Bill....now help me, I have a bloody tribute to write and I never think it's good enough.  If I let myself feel you hugging me it hurts too much and I cry, I know you are happy and I have stopped asking why, but I will always cry. 

  
  

  Thank You, I love YOU.

  
  

   

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