September 22, 2003

  • I am going to be making some big decisions this week.  Most of them in quiet contemplation.  I've tried asking for advice, but nobody here sees the future like me, and nobody believes like me.  That's ok, all I really need is to see and to believe for myself, and I DO.


    I've wanted my own ball jump for years.  This summer I found the balls.  This weekend the call came for their house.  Little things like that continue to happen.  I just need to practice patience.


    I am not going to stop the way I think because you or you cannot keep up.  I'm way ahead, far ahead.  I think and think and think.  That doesn't mean I know everything, it simply means I have given my decisions a LOT of thought, and I am prepared for most anything.


    My answers lie in my roots.  I'll become like the Hermit and allow my creativity to flourish in silence as I contemplate my next move, and the next 23 moves after that.  This is the way I work.  Accept it.


    I AM where I belong.


    ***UPDATE AND A P.S. too***


    Just in case you forgot who I AM, here is a visual clue.
    Nothing could be closer to TRUE!


Comments (4)

  • Rock on! 

    I'll send some positive energy your way. 

  • Patience is a good thing.  Time waits for no one, so why should we.

    Patience is to time what the silent spaces between the notes are to music.

  • laffs at you being so serious... It's an attribute that looks well on ya and you wear it kinda ok.

    Looked at the update and said to self " Jezuz she has a big pole"

    Sorry we don't connect enough to ever understand each other..... Would make for a good chess game..

    Being mitch.... I'm also sorry I don't have a pole like that staff..... laff....

    Thanks for being kind to me..... It mattered.....

         mitch

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What?

I AM still paranoid,
though reasons changed.
I'm paranoid that they'll figure out the language
and patterns of
me,
and I'll forget to rea
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ange.

Then I'll just be textbook.