It is only those who have neither fired a shot nor heard the shrieks and groans of the wounded who cry aloud for blood, more vengeance, more desolation. War is hell. -William Tecumseh Sherman, Union General in the American Civil War (1820-1891)
I AM still paranoid, though reasons changed. I'm paranoid that they'll figure out the language and patterns of me, and I'll forget to rea r r ange.
Then I'll just be textbook.