March 31, 2006

  • Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.  Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.  It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. - Marianne Williamson


    YES!  That is exactly what I was discussing with a friend.  Someone who was too afraid to even think of that beauty.  She felt it the same as me, the same as many people I am sure.


    That is just the thing I have been trying to explain or understand for so long now.  I can feel a coolness course through my veins when I think of it, when I visualize just how beautiful our LIFE ENERGY is.  Our potential.  I can see it and feel it yet, that feeling of unworthiness overcomes me again.  I AM determined to figure that out and harness it and then spread it far and wide.


    I AM getting closer.
    Sometimes I can feel it near.
    Other times I disguise it with fear,
    and jumbled, bumble noise.
    I can hear BEautiful music
    The sound of Heaven
    The vibration of Love.
    I hear it clear some days
    other days not.
    Darting hues,
    Glimmering spots.
    I see you too.
    All day, every day.
    I'm getting closer to what I AM
    and further from what I AM not!
    I am capable of BEing complete.


    I heard you whisper my name.


    I will grow grapes.
    My fruit will be sweet
    and abundant.
    In my season of rest
    I shall endure the bitter elements
    as my branches await
    the promised harvest.


     

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What?

I AM still paranoid,
though reasons changed.
I'm paranoid that they'll figure out the language
and patterns of
me,
and I'll forget to rea
r r
ange.

Then I'll just be textbook.