November 16, 2006
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Memories
Spent a lot of time in quiet. Lost in thought. Angry. Sad. Defeated.
Nobody fought harder than Steven to be healthy. To stay strong. To truly live. Nobody. He truly did LIVE. I owe him that much. Will BE that and all that and even more. I do not even own a little white flag to wave. Won't look on eBay to try and buy one either. I realize how much all of that little stuff really does matter. Really does matter.
Did.
I had a bit of a meltdown going down that old path again. Remembering. Laughing. Crying. Sheesh. I'm still in a bit of a fog. It seems so near. Just there. Just then. Just......
I found this quote in one of my old journals. Steven sent it to me. It mattered then. Matters now. Spoke directly to my soul.
"The issue of whether there is a Greater Reality or not, for me at least, has been settled. I know that there is. So I will speak to you from the knowing that I possess and will not in any way equivocate or minimze my statements and my truth to fit nicely into the dualism of your human considerations." -Emmanuel
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Hugs and kisses.
Too many deep words in that quote for mitch to comprehend......... but glad you found some old words shared...... even if it hurt a little...
And yah!!! What Cat said.............
Is nothing wrong with me just checking in right?
right mitch........ ur a tard and can do that any day...........
Just checking................
Puts a mirror under ur nose...........
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No need to smack me..... I said I was just checking................... grrrrrrr
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