February 1, 2008
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AIDS DAY
The doctor informed me that I have AIDS today.
What more is there to say?
Of course they'll need more blood to confirm
that I've finally succumb to this nasty germ.
I've had a really good run
and I've had heaps of fun
despite 20 years with this disease.
Now I'll need the doctor's expertise
and a bunch of toxic drugs
to kill the ruthless bugs
Roaming inside of me.
Fucking HIV.
You couldn't tell to look at me
that I have the HIV
to the fucking max.
I don't have railroad tracks.
My face is full and bright
I haven't succumb to blight.
I never even stripped on a pole.
I'm just a simple, girly soul
who had unprotected sex at the wrong times.
There are worse crimes.
Ironic the way things turn out.
And no, I'm not going to pout.
So what, I'm just a statistic.
Nothing realistic.
Just a faceless tally.
Ready to visit Death Valley.
Hope still lingers around
unlike the unforgiving ground,
Where I'm headed to next.
Because of unprotected sex.
It was fun while it lasted
and I have outlasted
a lot of my friends
who met bitter ends
and are dust in the breeze
cuz' of this disease.
I still have a few tricks up my sleeve
before I leave
so don't you fret,
I ain't ready to be dead yet.
But if you don't mind,
I'm going to see if I can find
something to hit
and pitch a bloody fit.
I may even cry.
It's my right.
Good night.
Comments (5)
since there are no quotes...and no credit...
i have to assume this is self-composed and self-...sad.
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You said fuck................. :'> <<< I suck at making them funny face thingies...........
I was never worthy of ur time.............
Punch me............
ur friend I hope............
g
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I meant...... you said "fuckink" I read for shit......
{{{hugs}}}
I have been reading you for years and was glad to see you were staying healthy... I'm so sorry to read this today.
I don't need to tell you to keep fighting because I know you will.
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