March 3, 2022

  • Just Words

    I don't know where to go with all this rage that fills me every day.  It is a rage at my government and their fucking lies and the people who keep falling for it over and over and over again.  I truly learned in 2020 how the fucking Nazi's stayed in power and committed all the atrocities, complacency and fear.  Same thing that is going on today and I am screaming at the top of my fucking lungs RISE UP PEOPLE, RISE UP!

    Deep Breaths.

    I have really cut a lot of the propaganda out of my life, I seldom ever watch TV and have never, ever had cable or satellite or streaming crap.  I deleted FB and Twitter too and try not to allow myself to get too involved, but I don't know how to shut it out, or shout it out, or fucking punch a wall.

    Perhaps I want future generations to know I fucking tried, but I am doing it wrong so...you have to do that growth stuff, admit your faults stuff, dig deep inside to where the shadows hide and admit things you don't want to admit.

    Perhaps.

    It helps to write and to find those little slivers of sane voices that are able to break through the censorship and lies, to know I AM not alone.

    "It is dangerous to be right in matters on which the established authorities are wrong." ~Voltaire

    awakenquote lao tzu

What?

I AM still paranoid,
though reasons changed.
I'm paranoid that they'll figure out the language
and patterns of
me,
and I'll forget to rea
r r
ange.

Then I'll just be textbook.