Stella Morrison & Julian Assange married today at Belmarsh prison.  No cameras were allowed inside, nor was Craig Murray. (for security reasons you know!)  Stella penned an article at The Guardian about today and the continued persecution of Julian Assange.  Julian wore a Scottish kilt and Stella wore a stunning gown.  Both of their outfits were designed by Vivienne Westwood, a long time advocate of Julian.  I felt JOY for them today and will continue to believe that Julian will soon be free.  GODSPEED! 

Stella, Max & Gabrielle

P.S. In other wonderful news Madeleine Albright died today!  C'mon Kissinger, c'mon Soros!

As I took off into the heavens to gaze down upon our Earth, I saw the Earth not as a ball of blue life, but rather as a rotted, chewed up apple.  All that was left was tiny bits that nobody wanted to chew and the rest was left to rot.  This filled my heart with such sadness and woe until Spirit spoke to me to look deeper.

Once again I gazed upon the rotted, chewed up apple unable to see anything to spark hope or ignite JOY.  Spirit then directed me to look at the bits of rotten apple I could not see and my mind went to a spiritual plane, rather than a literal one.  I was left confused.  Then spirit whispered look to the apple, to the inside, to it's actual core.

I saw it then!  I saw the seeds, the apple seeds hidden inside, just waiting to grow and my heart was lifted high, my Spirit revitalized.  Indeed, there is hope, there are seeds.

Now the imagination takes over and I see the seeds and imagine their growth, using the rotted body of what it once was to be buried in the Earth and nourish their growth.  The rotted bits shall be buried, not to be forgotten, but to never forget from where we came and vow to never go again.  A lesson.  A Truth.

Now the Earth is spitting out apple trees of Goodness and Light and a commitment to never again allow our home to be taken with evil.  Now the Earth lives in complete harmony with it's humans and we are all bound by the light, never forgetting from where we came.  We all live for each other and the betterment of all; and of course, we often join hands and sing Kumbaya whenever Spirit calls. 

I am just astounded at the country I am living in right now.  I can't believe the censorship and calls for violence and discrimination and utter destruction of people born in Russia.  Are you fucking kidding me?  I am utterly dumbed out and confounded and stupidly out of any kind of mindset where I can imagine this is true.  It seems like a cartoon or a bad dream, like the powers that be used  1984 as their instruction manual.  It just can't be real, how can people be allowing this?  I swear, I am stupefied and in a sort of shock.

The heaviness of all that reality was hard yesterday.  The energy so dark and consuming.  People wishing for death and destruction and the gravity of everything that is unfolding.  It weighed me down to suffocation and misery.  I just cried and kept to myself and wished someone could rock me and tell me everything was going to be okay.  I found some solace in prayer and Binaural Beats and getting high.  I slept well and made it to today, where I am calmer, less sad, but still mad.  I'm not mad at the people but the system and I want to shake you all awake to join the fight to stop the lies and hate.  RISE UP!

I pray Putin's secret weapon is a TRUTH BOMB!  No! 100's of TRUTH BOMBS!  Truth bombs trickled out slowly so we can digest each one.  Buckle up fellow humans because cognitive dissonance is a drag.  I know, been there many a time, but you will live through it stronger and braver and then we can join hands and sing Kumbaya! 

Sometimes I think it is my fault we hear the lies and accept the banning and burning and violence.  I would make comments in jest, like "next they'll be banning Russian literature and music" and fucking BAM!  They are even banning Russian cats!  Certainly this is just some fucking cartoon or dystopian comic book I am stuck in? I'm like, no...this just can't be fucking true.  Unfucking real.  I am literally shaking my head in disbelief as I type this thinking, this can't be true and it must be a dream or what is going on?

I am trying to be calm today, not let rage control me, or allow fear to direct my mind.  I am going to record some outrageous Russiaphobian Hate stuff for posterity's sake and leave that info here.

I changed this blog to a page, which I will be updating regularly.  http://mschif.xanga.com/ukraine/

One only need to read the comments on posts denouncing the disinformation to know that the CIA has been successful. I shall huddle with the small factions that do know the TRUTH and will die defending the TRUTH. I will never, fucking ever align myself with fucking Nazi's and all you brainwashed sheep who tow the line and believe the lies will soon learn the TRUTH. Then you can just play dumb, like the millions of flag waving Nazi's who worshiped Hitler, and say you didn't know any better and label me a traitor.

I am going to update this page with new Ukraine/USA Nazi information as I come across it, but there is a shit ton of it and this list is by no means exhaustive and any links provided to outside sources, are probably going to go down the memory hole.

FUCK NATO

March 5th is a sad day for me.  It's the day between the Anniversary of both of my brothers.  Yesterday was the 10 year Anniversary of Joe dying and tomorrow will be 31 years since my brother Bill died.  They both died as a direct result of alcohol and are just 2 people, out of the dozens of people I have known, who have died or had their lives destroyed because of alcohol.

I visited their grave yesterday and left some flowers and stones.  I also told them I didn't appreciate them leaving me behind.  Something I often do.  Woe is me, I know.  I miss them every day and will always speak about the evils of alcohol and all that it takes from those we love.

Rest in Peace my brothers, while I continue to try and navigate life in Peace.

I Love You.

My brothers Joe & Bill circa 1985ish

I don't know where to go with all this rage that fills me every day.  It is a rage at my government and their fucking lies and the people who keep falling for it over and over and over again.  I truly learned in 2020 how the fucking Nazi's stayed in power and committed all the atrocities, complacency and fear.  Same thing that is going on today and I am screaming at the top of my fucking lungs RISE UP PEOPLE, RISE UP!

Deep Breaths.

I have really cut a lot of the propaganda out of my life, I seldom ever watch TV and have never, ever had cable or satellite or streaming crap.  I deleted FB and Twitter too and try not to allow myself to get too involved, but I don't know how to shut it out, or shout it out, or fucking punch a wall.

Perhaps I want future generations to know I fucking tried, but I am doing it wrong so...you have to do that growth stuff, admit your faults stuff, dig deep inside to where the shadows hide and admit things you don't want to admit.

Perhaps.

It helps to write and to find those little slivers of sane voices that are able to break through the censorship and lies, to know I AM not alone.

"It is dangerous to be right in matters on which the established authorities are wrong." ~Voltaire

I am anti-war always, but if I dare speak against the established narrative I am automatically a Putin Puppet.  Fuck you dumb mother fucking brainwashed idiots, dare to think for yourselves and ask fucking questions.  Why aren't we allowed to hear Russia's side of the story? Why is anything that goes against the mainstream narrative blocked by the fucking MSM and big tech pigs who have lied to us over and fucking over again?   You all have battered woman syndrome, you keep going back to the same fucking mouthpieces that lied to us over and over again and keep believing their bullshit.  What fucking gives?  I am not wired to blindly obey or believe, I am just not fucking wired that way.  It would make life a lot easier if I could just fall in line like a good little sheep and believe every piece of fucking shit that the State Sponsored Talking Heads spew at me.  Ignorance is indeed bliss, but I am not fucking wired that way.

I'm wild fucking mad, full of an insane amount of rage at my fucking country and the lying, war-mongering devils that run it and bully the rest of the fucking world into submission.  I FUCKING HATE THEM!  I really do not fucking care who fucking knows or what fucking kind of label you want to put on me, some day I will laugh in your stupid fucking brainwashed face and say I FUCKING TOLD YOU SO!  You fucking so called leftist who hop on the fucking bandwagons of censorship and blind obedience, who gobble up the word salad of fucking hypocrites.  WAKE THE FUCK UP!!!

Why is it when Joe Rogan takes Ivermectin it is a horse de-wormer but when the Queen takes it, it is good medicine?  Why are NAZI's in Ukraine providing assistance good, but the NAZI's from WW II bad?  Why can Israel kill, maim, and brutalize Palestinians for over 70 years but daring to speak out about it makes you an anti-semite?  Why can our weapons buddies, the Saudi pigs who will murder you for being gay, able to pound Yemen with bombs we provide able to do it without a word of condemnation?  Because our fucking government is a bunch of blood thirsty hypocrites, who only care about one thing, can it make us money????  Capitalist fucking PIGS!  UNPLUG YOUR FUCKING TV and disconnect yourself from the brainwashing devils that run every fucking thing in the World.  Demand TRUTH, even if it destroys your reality.  Buy guns and learn to grow and preserve food and always say your prayers!

P.S. Fuck that oatmeal brained fucking guy we have as President, and the piece of shit we had before him and the piece of shit we had before him, and the one before him, ad infinitum....  FUCK ALL THE CAPITALIST WAR PIGS!

Fuck the War-Mongering Power Elite!

I was at work browsing Xanga on Sep 11, 2001 and that is how I found out.  Actually it was this blog that broke the news to me and I thought it was some sort of creative writing blog, but NO...it was real.  Just thought I would come back here today and visit the blog and write a little something about today.

On our way to Rize UP!

So last weekend Dave drove Holly and I to the UP to stock up on some cannabis type things.  Holly and I needed a designated driver so we could fully indulge in our purchases.  We started the journey by eating one of the fabulous PB cookies that Carolyn and I made back in September and that got us really giddy, which was necessary when the car broke down about 1.5 hours into our trip.  We had a broken axle, but lucky for us we had a SIL who lived near, suggested a great mechanic and within a few hours we were back on the road.

After hitting the RISEUP dispensary we drove off and looked for somewhere to get some pasties and headed back, getting even more stoned.  We stopped for gas on the way home and I took the opportunity to ride the cow they had on display in the entrance.

Had a blast and got super stoned!

We Are ALL Palestinians Now

The Israeli Occupation of Palestine is one of the most horrendous, covered up, modern atrocities of the 21st century and I will not stay silent about Zionist Israel and their enablers.

Israel is planning to annex more of Palestine this week, while the USA is busy with protests of its own, we are all learning what it is like to live in occupied Palestine with lawless police and lawless governments, turning a blind eye to human rights abuses.

NOT IN MY NAME!

I will update this page with articles and the like regarding Israel/Palestine.  I had hundreds of links and stories saved on Twitter but then Twitter decided to revamp the site and everything I had saved is gone.  I shall start again, there are 1000's of instances of atrocities and human rights abuses committed against Palestinians every single day and I will NOT STAY QUIET OR UNINFORMED!

A great place for information on Palestine/Israel that is if you can get the site to open as it is a frequent target of DDOS attacks by Zionists and their enablers.

 FREE PALESTINE!