August 27, 2002

• Xanga is good, I'll say it's good. haha
  

  I just wanted to apologize to all the peeps I read on Xanga, and all the peeps I should read.  I do read your blogs yet, I just never take the time to comment, and I AM sorry for that.  I have been so busy this summer and have worked harder than you could ever imagine.  It beats sitting behind a pc all day talking to people on the phone though.  I do not miss my job one little bit, and the prick I used to work for, is a bigger prick than I ever imagined, but hey, I'm not going to go there tonight.  Tonight is just happy talk and the like.
  

  I've had a lot of blog worthy things to report and things to say but I am so incredibly busy, and my internet is so slow that I leave the pc alone and let my thoughts flutter about my head instead.  However, after about a month of thoughts a flutter, those thoughts start to turn into worms and they wiggle and squirm all over my head and I have to let them out. (I'm not quite to the worm stage yet though. )
  

  *WHEW!*
  

  Franny's auction is over, now to clean up the rest of the crap and finish moving a few things and we are DONE!  Friday he is closing on the house.  You cannot even imagine the amount of shit Franny had in his house.  Every room was packed and every drawer was full of crap.  I say crap, because most of it was junk.  We took 10 truckloads of crap to the recycling place as we cleaned out the sheds, garage, barn and house.  I was filthy every day.  I reckon we have about 2 more truckloads of junk to get rid of and a dumpster full of shit that is not metal or the like.  The guy at the recycling place is kind of sweet on me and offered me a job.  He knows I work hard, but I don't think I would like getting dirty every day so, I told him I would think about it.
  

  Word to the wise --> GET RID OF YOUR CRAP!
  

  When I first moved in with Franny, over 2 years ago, I spent over 1 month cleaning and painting the upstairs just so I could sleep there.  The rooms were jam packed with shit, and the 100 year old wallpaper was falling off the walls.  I do know one thing about removing wallpaper now though, I WILL NEVER DO THAT AGAIN!

  
  

  Besides cleaning and moving I also got elected crew cook.  Seems everyone likes my cooking and I AM good at it so, I didn't mind that too much.  I love to prepare food and cut vegetables and bake.  I made 24 loaves of zucchini bread last weekend, and now I only have 12 left.  I plan to make another 24 loaves in a few weeks, they are wonderful to keep in the freezer.  Hopefully the new owners will let me come and pick raspberries, after Franny moves, so I can make raspberry pie this year too.  It is simply delish!  The new owners promised us that we could come and get the rest of our garden this year and pick berries, but they may have just said that to sweeten the deal.  Time will tell.

  
  

  This weekend I am going to the UP camping.  I really wanted to cancel and just stay home and sleep and lounge, however the boys were broken hearted and begged and pouted for me to come so....I let them know I am not going to do a fucking thing, not cook, or put up a tent, or even tend to the fire. I am just going to lay and watch the sky turn from blue to black and then back again.  I'm going to watch grass grow and wrestle with the pups.  I'm going to walk naked in the woods.  I'm going to enjoy peace and quiet, and if they know what is good for them they will just stay out of my way.

  
  

  hehe, sometimes I can be such a bitch, but I deserve it aye?

  
  

  So anyway, I did do some research on high speed internet access.  The only option I have is $99.99/month for a satellite connection and quite frankly, I think that is outrageous so.....I think I will be stuck on a modem and ancient phone lines for awhile anyway.  Tonight I connected at 14,400 bps.  Woo Freaking Hoo!  Because of this and that I apologize again for not commenting and such so.....for lack of anything else better to do, I decided to paste my last 25 comments here for you to enjoy.  Tonight I broke my non-comment streak and wished James a Merry Christmas.  The rest of the comments were all done the last 2 days that I worked and had T-1 surfing power, I left over 100 comments those days.

  
  

  That is all for now, I need some sleep.  Until next time peeps, take good care and BE WELL. 

  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  

  Date	Comment Detail	On Site
  8/26/2002 11:08 pm	Go to Entry: Oh James, I HATE That Xanga game too, and I have unsubscribed to a few sites that play that game, I think it is rude, among other things. Anyway, I always read you sweety and I owe you at least 2000 eProps, and lots of comments too, BUT.....I just don't have time and patience for commenting with my incredibly slow internet so.....I just read and enjoy silently. Tonight I connected at 14,400 bps so I thought, what the heck......it's Christmas in August for you I guess! I'm exhausted tonight, it has been a grueling summer for me, but after this week I will be able to see the light so clear, and I am going to breathe and relax and write again.....oh, how I need to rest. Oh, and one more thing,...I intend to zip you an email soon about your diet and such.  I am in the need for a real change of lifestyle and have been doing some research again....I say again because I have done extensive research on fasting and macrobiotics in the past.  I feel so good when I do a juice fast, so incredibly wonderful, however, I tend to slowly slide back into my shitpile when I am done fasting and this is no good.  I MUST get it together soon and make it my life.  I can do it, I am strong, but jeez........I sure do like my coffee. OK, sorry for all the blah blah.....I just got on a roll, and I am too tired to get up from my chair to shower and get to bed, maybe I will sleep here on the floor.....nah! KEEP ON KEEPING ON James, and please know, I ALWAYS read your site, even though you have no proof, one thing I do NOT do is LIE! Love and Hugs James, and a too.	James
  7/6/2002 2:45 pm	Go to Entry: Makes me hungry for Mullet Flakes. Don't even ask!	Innocent_X
  7/6/2002 2:43 pm	Go to Entry: Oooh, thanks for the tutorial, I seem to like those young girls the best and never knew quite how to get their attention. Stay tuned for my progress......	Innocent_X
  7/6/2002 2:42 pm	Go to Entry: Awwww....so sad.  I feel for you really. I don't know why girls never seem to like the good guys.  Lord knows I have let many good guys slip through my hands as I pursued the pricks and dicks of society.  Like Jeff, he was a great guy and adored me but I was stuck on the big loser, rob me blind asshole Dan.  I paid BIG for that choice too! Anyway, you have always impressed me as a kind of a "Bad Boy" so it's no wonder I have always been fond of you.  Is it true?  Are you really a nice guy in a bad boy costume or am I the only one that knows the REAL you? Regardless, I am sending the sympathy props in as directed, may they help ease your pain.	Innocent_X
  7/6/2002 1:56 pm	Go to Entry: awwww, this is so sweet.  I hope you two are enjoying each other's company.	retox138
  7/6/2002 1:54 pm	Go to Entry: If you want to get off you don't need to stop the world, a good girly zine ought to do the trick. bah hah	gravesenda
  7/6/2002 1:53 pm	Go to Entry: hmmm...how about I help you out with that cash surplus?	gravesenda
  7/6/2002 1:21 pm	Go to Entry: Sadness.  Much love to you and yours, I feel your pain.	dolly
  7/6/2002 1:20 pm	Go to Entry: I'm panting!!! MORE Publicity shots please!	dolly
  7/5/2002 8:35 pm	Go to Entry: Hey you wrote this on my birthday so I am going to pretend it was for me and imagine happy stuff and flowers......candles too. I hope you are well.	freebirdgonewild
  7/5/2002 8:27 pm	Go to Entry: I hear music a lot, and sometimes the bands REALLY suck!	SheWolf
  7/5/2002 8:25 pm	Go to Entry: Wonderful creations.  Keep letting them flow!	SheWolf
  7/5/2002 8:11 pm	Go to Entry: I hope the black horsies win!	Prometheus
  7/5/2002 8:10 pm	Go to Entry: Forget about all that shit and play Xanga Tetris instead....dang I have missed that!	notforprophet
  7/5/2002 8:08 pm	Go to Entry: Only 1???? I guess #5 Only one of these statements is not true: 1. I have sex often 2. I have sex a lot 3. Sex cures acne 4. Elves are better lovers. 5. Butterflies stay crunchy in milk.	notforprophet
  7/5/2002 8:03 pm	Go to Entry: Stop running, you make us lazy folks feel bad! Ah, someday I will figure it out.....better be soon too, my jeans are running out of room! HAHA	notforprophet
  7/5/2002 8:00 pm	Go to Entry: Ahem, yeah, it sucks playing in the dark that much I will say. Play fair, lest all the playmates run away.	notforprophet
  7/5/2002 7:57 pm	Go to Entry: OH MY!	Morbane
  7/5/2002 7:56 pm	Go to Entry: I pumped petro the other day and it stopped at 11.111 gallons.  Oh yeah, I was too scared to do the happy dance out there in the street, but I made my presence known.	Morbane
  7/5/2002 7:53 pm	Go to Entry: GOD, this is too funny....you are giving me some mighty wicked ideas. LOL	mune
  7/5/2002 7:53 pm	Go to Entry: Oh how I know!	mune
  7/5/2002 7:51 pm	Go to Entry: With so much talent, LUCK is the last thing you will need! Here is a little LUCK just the same, careful though, LUCK rhymes with FUCK and I would hate to send Letterman to that job! he	mune
  7/5/2002 7:32 pm	Go to Entry: AMEN!	James
  7/5/2002 7:32 pm	Go to Entry: The world is a better place because of people like you. I still like GoodWill the best but....only so many things you can buy there. I can't wait to see Regina's new look, she sounds HOT!	James
  7/5/2002 7:30 pm	Go to Entry: You have a way of making me feel incredibly chubby!  I have weighed 130 in my chubbier phase and I am a lot shorter than you. I know you know what you are doing and I would be wise to learn more from you.  I know very well the benefits of fasting and such. Soon. BE WELL.

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